终于，开始了郁郁寡欢的生活

一切不知从何梳理

就让它乱下去吧

无数次想哭

留下的却只是心中无限的郁结而已

发现心脏功能明显的减退了

这种时候还不忘调侃一下自己

原来失恋是一件折寿的事情

我这才明白

伤身体

但为什么世人都知道是这样还要冒险去恋爱呢？

恋爱有风险，恋爱须谨慎

确实是

以后科学家会有研究表明：恋爱是把双刃剑。。可以让人折寿无数。。一定。。且得病率干预有炒股所引起的病症

讽刺阿

一切都是usotsuki

uncertainty太多

所以，不能喜欢太多

不能想太多

不能期望太多

太多了的话

就折寿了

珍爱生命，远离恋爱

don't  worry'  'bout  me .i' m fine.and i'm pretty calm.i know you guys would be sure to worry about me.but everything's ok.

things are bound to be so.it's out of control.and cuz i want to control it, i made that decision.i thought it over and over and was sure that  may be the best decision, but the only one i came up with. for the broken up stuff, no one was wrong. we don't match. that really counts.i've tried.but i can't. now everything's over. and i want to treat it like it has never happed. it is hard though. time will tell.time is the only remedy.

i really let all you guys down. here, i want to say sorry. many do not believe in true love. and hold that it is impossible find the one to be with for life-long time. that can be. but maybe not the couple who do not often quarral,and debate. there maybe a lot of questions there which are hard to be solved. so this ending is quite natrual.

everything's gonna be ok. now i'm not alone.i know you all by my side.really appreciate it.i write it here because few people visit here...only want you to know. my sweet hearts.

thank you.anyway..i'll soon get energized and set out again!

很久没出门了。。。已经忘记太阳的样子了。blog也不写。。什么都不干。。就看日剧。。。不停的看。。喜欢山下智久。。不知道怎么了

我觉得我的价值正迅速下降

恶南说，男人真恶心，留失宠的女人们无聊。。。

不无道理阿

我可是一直不这样觉得的

不愿意这样觉得

没意思觉得

可是没意思不代表不是事实阿

i'm back

with my dark skin

low GPA

things seem to be sooooooooo strange

unfortune these days

and come across some silly people

nothing to say

fucking silly

knowing nothing

fuck

why you give me so fucking low score?

various forms of fuck come out of my mind

nothing else can describe my feeling more properly now

fucking son of bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!